There is nobody

I can really talk to,

nobody that wants to

listen to my point of view.

I had thought I had

isolated myself from harm

but instead it only

succeeded to disarm.

I dropped my defences

and was ignored

and that was a feeling

I could not afford.

Unlucky in love once again,

the butt of a joke

for some comedian.

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