Words are struggling
to appear.
A cloud in my mind
needs time to clear.
I want to tell you
exactly how I feel.
But that’s not easy
when your off keel.
The trouble we are
going through
is all my fault.
Now, no matter what
I cannot call a halt.
Don’t blame you
if you decide to leave.
You deserve more
than being deceived.
The 50 year old poet 